"Do not wait for life. Do not long for it. Be aware, and at every moment, that the miracle is in the here and now"

Monday, November 16, 2009

Has religion outlived its purpose?

He looked just like in the photograph that had been published all over the world last year, when he was captured alive in the shootout. Although I knew he was only nineteen, the sight of him still took my by surprise. There was a certain innocence in his manner that didn't fit into the "heartless young terrorist" image the media had painted. Was it remorse in his eyes I couldn't say, but the burden of a few dozen lives weighed heavily on his shoulders for his eyes stared at something in his shoe all the time.
I had fifteen minutes to question him and had the night to pen down the sequel to the widely read investigative report titled Is terror getting younger?
I was expecting animosity, even scorn, but his meek manner put me off guard. Is he the same gun totting young boy who held off trained national security gaurds for over two days? Could he have killed a few dozen people?
He broke the silence first
"If you want me to sign on anything, just let me know."
"Sign what?"
"Whatever statement you want me to make and show to anybody. My country, the US, the UN ... whoever"
"Why would you do that?"
"Because I don't have answers for the questions you'll ask me."
"Are you telling me your innocent?"
"No"
"Since when have you been training?"
"I was sixteen and my brother was fifteen when we first went to the camp."
"What did they teach you there?"
"Religion"

The rest of the interview has faded in my memory. Only the thought of two young boys being taught to fight, or kill rather, in the name of religion remains. He is just the symptom whose public trial is being used to satiate revengeful feelings, but how will we treat the decease? What caused it? How many more nineteen year old incendiaries will it produce?

I wonder if 'religion' has out lived its purpose.
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In memory of 26/11
Written for inkwelldrops prompt 5

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A simple question


Like most other evening parties she hosted, today’s gathering had less than a dozen people. The regulars were her close friends and the rest were warm and friendly new acquaintances or old friends visiting town. She always loved the spirit of such evenings, but the mood today was particularly introspective. It was her turn now and she sat back thinking of the years gone by.
“In those years when I was the talk of the town - rich, glamorous and successful, I thought I had a perfect life”, she said. “I liked different kinds of parties then, where everyone liked to talk about their new cars, furniture or new fashion trends. I was the most envied women in town for my exploits with the handsome men was the town’s favorite gossip”, she chuckled.
“I never thought of you as a warm person then”, said Martha, who had known her for most of that period. “But neither do I recall any dramatic event that changed your perspective”.
She nodded in agreement, continuing to gaze steadily at the window sill. “Someone asked me a simple question that made me think about my ways." She began to narrate the conversation that ensued.

HIM: Thanks to you, we've successfully raised enough money for the charity.
ME: What do you think of my speech?
HIM: It was well received, but it made me wonder what your motivation was.
ME : How does it matter? I know the purpose is genuine and I feel happy helping other people.
HIM: Interesting. But your speech today was about what you did to raise funds for a ‘great’ cause.
ME: Was it?
HIM: It felt more like the pleasure of self gratification than motivation to a cause.
ME: What's wrong with that?
HIM: Oh nothing at all. It is just about how you define your life's purpose.
HER: I don't understand you.
HIM: Do you equate happiness to pleasurable existence?

She fell silent, thinking once again of the significance of those words.
Sensing the somber mood, Martha picked up a spoon and tapped it against her glass saying, “does that stop us from enjoying a pleasurable evening?”
The banter returned instantly.

She watched the cheerful people around, but her thoughts went back to the strange calmness in that man’s voice several years ago. She didn't know the real answer to that yet, but she’d learnt of several other things to be happy about.
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p.s- written for prompt3 Inkwell drops.
Inspired by the book, "The impossible question", J Krishnamurthy

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Like in the great stories

"Is this how it was meant to be? All the stars have deserted us, I don't know if the wind is alive yet, and look at you, all covered by those dark clouds".
"Looking harder into the haze will not make it any clearer", said the moon, her best friend.
"But what wrong have we done? Why do we deserve this fate? I don't know if I can do this."
"We cannot weigh right or wrong of what has happened. By right we shouldn't have even be here."
"But we are!"
"Let this tale be about what we did, not what happened to us. Like in the great stories!"
"We don't know what to do. Can there ever be a happy ending now? How could the world go back to the way it was when so much bad has happened?"
"In every tale there comes a time when darkness seems to be the only way it can end. Some even do. But are these the stories we remember? The one's that stay with us are those where the clouds pass and sunshine comes back, brighter than ever. It is not because the folks in those stories didn't come face to face with darkness or were any braver than us. They all had chances to turn back and leave the world to its fate. But they just kept going."
"Why?"
"Because they were holding onto to something."
"What are we holding onto? What are we fight for?"
"For all the good that is still left in this world".
"Amen"
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Inspired by Lord of the rings

Friday, August 21, 2009

My dictionary of dreams



It defines the colours of the wind,
and odours of the season
Quilled by imagination,
what words can't reason

In countless expressions,
of joy and yonder
its reams are filled,
with innocent wonder

The dictionary of dreams,
has no ifs nor buts defined
No rules of creation,
no fear of ability confined

Its pages are numbered,
in distances wandered by thought
Where hidden secrets and miracles,
of building castles in clouds are taught.

--

Tuesday, June 02, 2009

Spread the colour

White, red, orange, crimson, blue, voilet, cream and few more I cannot name.  Where have all the colours gone? Colours, bright & unblemished. It is time seek help and who better than flowers to remind me of colours again!
I notice the invigorating fresh essence well before I see the long row of reed baskets full of fresh flowers. Flowers plucked just as they were yawning to the first rays of today's sunlight. Flowers still adorned by the morning dew. Flowers now waiting to be woven into garlands to adorn greater gods. 
I walk towards the first basket asking "What is it like to be a flower?" 
The jasime was first to answer, "Some notice the colour, some like the fragrance, some see their own beauty enhanced. Some others walk by not noticing".
"Who are your friends?" I enquire gently.
Answers the rose with delight, "the bees are our best friends. Hopping from flower to flower, delivering messages of love for a drop of nectar!"
"But is there no pain, in withering away?" I ask
The lotus says this time, "When pure existance is love, what is pain?"
"Don't you loath the hand that made you vain?" I say again.
"If you remember our purpose, nothing is vain", says the orchid.
"And what is your purpose?" I ask in wonder.
This time they all say in unison, "to spread colour!"
Amen. 
I'm walking back content, having learnt more than what I'd wished for!
--

Saturday, May 09, 2009

Come and remind me

She was surprised when the doorbell rang early in the morning and even more so to see Sam's tall figure leaning against the wall.
"Hi Jamie. How have you been?" he asked.
"Have you been waiting for long?” she asked with a genuine smile on her face. Before he could answer she held his arm saying, "This is a pleasant surprise. It has been such a long time! Come in and make yourself some coffee. I'll be fresh in a moment!"
A good thirty minutes of 'finding-out-the-latest-in-each-other's-lives' later, she asked him, "I saw your work for the French consulate. I’d been there regarding med college applications. I noticed your signature on the postcard panels. I loved the shots by the country side, especially the one by the river near Toulouse. You sure made the tagline 'It’s not just Paris' come alive through those pictures. I must say your magic eye is becoming famous!”
“That was a lucky break really. They want me to do a photo series on the French culture now. May even be a published album".
“I’m proud of you!”
“I know that”.
“I wish I had pursued my dreams with the same conviction that you did. I probably am not as talented, but nevertheless”, her voice trailed off.
“You didn’t allow yourself to find out if you were. Maybe you could still be a renowned storyteller if you give yourself a chance”.
“Samie, don’t say things that you don’t really mean, just to make me feel better. I made my choice a long time ago. I’m not living in regret either. I’ll make a famous physician someday.”
“I’m sure you will, but I didn’t just say that to make you feel better. You might have forgotten but you'd told me a story ten years ago which has me captivated still. I came here to play my part in that story today. Forget becoming one, you were always a great storyteller Jamie”. 
He removed the postcard and handed it over to his sistet. It had a picture of her dreaming on one side and two lines written in neat calligraphy on the other side. It brought back a flood of memories.

~Ten years ago~
“You know Samie, if you want to go somewhere, you just have to make sure you don’t forget about it and you’ll get there”
“Really? Is it that simple?”.
“And the easiest way to remember it is to create your own stamp of the place. That’s why the postman insists that we put a stamp on all the letters. Now tell me Samie, where do you want to go when you grow up?”
He recited the oft repeating lines that his sister had helped him rhyme,
Words a thousand wouldn’t capture
The world I see in my lovely picture!
“And you Jamie, where will you go?”
To the land where lives wonder
Weaving fables of seven seas and yonder!
“How long will it take us to reach there?”.
“Ten years! Promise me Samie, that when you reach there, you’ll come back and show me your world”
“I promise”
“Come let us make our own stamps and stick it on a letter and send it in advance. To tell them, in that world, that we are on our way!"
The ten year old clicked his sister’s picture to print it and write behind it where she wanted to go when she grew up! 
~

Yes she had almost forgotten about it. It had become another figment that her colorful mind had created, like many others in those days. Locked up in a rose tinted box and hidden in a forgotten nook of her mind. She had devoting all her energy and attention towards helping her brother succeed. Samie's first double lens camera, the summer course in Yale, a thousand copies of the glossy brochure of his amateur snaps, even his very first photography exhibition; they had all come out of the job she'd taken instead of pursuing her dream of writing stories. She'd seen him grow, with much satisfaction, into his own dream.

That younger brother had now come back to rekindle her dream, to remind her of the land where wonder lives, to help her find that nook again. As she saw Sam drive away, she bit her lip and her eyelids fluttered. Though blurry yet, contours of her next story had already formed in her mind.
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Inspired by Tell-a-Tale.
Its a competition there! Come and participate!

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Love prejudiced

Scene III
Read all scenes here
MOM: Savi aunty had sent us this rishta. Kundli bhi mil rahi hai.
ME: Ok.
MOM: She asked me when do you want to come and see the girl. How is day after tomorrow for you?
ME:Do you know how much of an embarassement that is? More so to that girl?
MOM:Now dont use the girl as a ruse. This is a tradition followed since our forefather's time and there is nothing to be embarassing about it. Why are you so close minded about all this?
ME:Really? Call choti, lets ask her how'd she'd feel if you were to tell her someone was coming to 'check her out' and that too infront of everyone!
MOM:Dont be so dismissive about it. Are you saying you dont want to see how the girl looks? Or are you philosophizing on how looks dont matter? We know the girl and the family so it is not like...
ME: Ma, Im supposed to look at the girl once, speak to her for about 5 mins in full public view & decide if I want to spend the rest of my life with her. If thats not chauvanism, what is?
MOM:Have you met someone? Does love have a name? Is she of our faith & language?
ME:Ma! Does love have a faith and langauge? Anyway, I need not have had this discussion if love did have a name. I couldn't woo, so I guess I have to come to terms with this.
MOM: Ill cross the faith and language bridge if I come to it. But your forgetting that this is about love and not about it being arranged or accidental.
ME: Not accidental Ma, spontaneous. Otherwise how do I know it will work?
MOM:Did the young in our generation not fall in love? No cellphones, no emails and no hangouts even in public places. It didn't matter. Two eyes met and from then on it was a commitment to make it work, not the otherway round. We sought no promise, we needed none. It was plain and simple. I don't deny we have our prejudices son, but you sure have your own set of warps don't you?
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Crossposted from the Writer's Lounge